welcome to TSG, quilltron
this is the introductions forum....a place to introduce yourself, not your problem.
many forums have "stickies" posted at the top of them...it's a good idea to read them: they have a lot of valuable information
i'm moving this to a forum where you should get some help...if you'd like, come back to the introductions forum, start a thread and tell everyone a bit about yourself.
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