[Shadow Bea]

Originally Posted by izme

Thanks Bea and big squishy fishy hugs to you

I do my best for an eclectic fish

An eclectic fish you are

[izme]

Originally Posted by Shadow Bea

An eclectic fish you are

*Blooooop* thank you *Bloooooop*

[twinofangelize56]

Originally Posted by Shadow Bea

I don't know why I feel so weepy!!

Because you have a heart, Bea, my friend! And the tear ducts are connected straight to the heart in some people! I know mine are! So weep away.... it cleanses! Then.... smile dammit... whether you want to or not.... it will make you think you feel better... and pretty soon... you will feel better... and you will think of hundreds of little reasons to be smiling!


*HUGS*


Are you smiling? Come on....... There it is!

[Shadow Bea]

Originally Posted by twinofangelize56

Because you have a heart, Bea, my friend! And the tear ducts are connected straight to the heart in some people! I know mine are! So weep away.... it cleanses! Then.... smile dammit... whether you want to or not.... it will make you think you feel better... and pretty soon... you will feel better... and you will think of hundreds of little reasons to be smiling!


*HUGS*


Are you smiling? Come on....... There it is!

Thanks Darlene

[grandma77]

I just found this thread...Boy am I slow!!! Great big HUGS to each one who has come here and shared their life. Since coming to TSG, I have found so many giving people. And I mean the giving from the heart. I will never regret coming to this site and decided to become part of you all. Thank you for giving!!

[Shadow Bea]

Originally Posted by grandma77

I just found this thread...Boy am I slow!!! Great big HUGS to each one who has come here and shared their life. Since coming to TSG, I have found so many giving people. And I mean the giving from the heart. I will never regret coming to this site and decided to become part of you all. Thank you for giving!!

You are an inspiration to so many Pat We love you!!

[grandma77]

Thanks Bea...we love you too!!! And I hope you can smile soon...I have a shot that is good for smiles.

[Shadow Bea]

Originally Posted by grandma77

Thanks Bea...we love you too!!! And I hope you can smile soon...I have a shot that is good for smiles.

If only

[Shadow Bea]

I don't know that I will be posting in this thread anymore except in response to someone else.. Feb 20th 2008.
I started a blog to preserve (sort of) Past and present writings that I want to keep because when I read them, I realize It's still how I feel. It is a tenuous thread of control over my life.. I feel I have so little control any more..I have three kinds of Cancer.. Cancer dictates a lot.. It doesn't dictate my faith in God and it doesn't dictate my attitude but it does dictate much of my activity and it does steal from me things that have always been a sustenance and comfort for me, like drawing, painting, sculpting.. (my hands were too shaky due to the Chemo.. now they are very weak) some days I can still draw but other days I have to much weakness in my hands to even write with a pen..Not complaining .. because I am vary blessed in the people who have been and are my support system for the past two years or so that I have been fighting this disease.. The cards, letters and daily prayers by so many people all over the world.. sustain me more than I can adequately say.. really I can't begin to describe the warmth and love I feel coming at me from My cyber buddies and my hard copy friends I feel that we might put it into remission this time with all of the weakness I feel so many things improving .. I am blessed in that I don't really Look sick.. I am loosing a lot of hair lately (thought I got away without loosing my hair LOL.but lately its been falling out fast).. I still may not loose it all I'm told..
I don't do comb overs though so... if I loose too much... I'm shaving it!!

[twinofangelize56]

Originally Posted by Shadow Bea

I don't know that I will be posting in this tread anymore except in response to someone else.. Feb 20th 2008.
I started a blog to preserve (sort of) Past and present writings that I want to keep because when I read them, I realize It's still how I feel. It is a tenuous thread of control over my life.. I feel I have so little control any more..I have three kinds of Cancer.. Cancer dictates a lot.. It doesn't dictate my faith in God and it doesn't dictate my attitude but it does dictate much of my activity and it does steal from me things that have always been a sustenance and comfort for me, like drawing, painting, sculpting.. (my hands were too shaky due to the Chemo.. now they are very weak) some days I can still draw but other days I have to much weakness in my hands to even write with a pen..Not complaining .. because I am vary blessed in the people who have been and are my support system for the past two years or so that I have been fighting this disease.. The cards, letters and daily prayers by so many people all over the world.. sustain me more than I can adequately say.. really I can't begin to describe the warmth and love I feel coming at me from My cyber buddies and my hard copy friends I feel that we might put it into remission this time with all of the weakness I feel so many things improving .. I am blessed in that I don't really Look sick.. I am loosing a lot of hair lately (thought I got away without loosing my hair LOL.but lately its been falling out fast).. I still may not loose it all I'm told..
I don't do comb overs though so... if I loose too much... I'm shaving it!!

I don't know what to say now, Bea..... Just wanted you to know that I hear you and pray for you and am here for you. *HUGS*

[Shadow Bea]

Not the forum Dar just this thread

[eggplant43]

As my signature says...............................

Dear one, you are such a blessing to all of us. If you find that you can't word process with your fingers for awhile, I'll see what I can do about securing some voice recognition software for you, if you would like that. I know nothing about it, but I believe David Pogue of the NYT uses it, so I can find out. I know it has come a long way since it's inception. So just let me know.

One of the big things that draws me to TSG are your ramblings, so as long as you want to come here, I will do all that I can to support your doing so.

[twinofangelize56]

Originally Posted by Shadow Bea

Not the forum Dar just this thread

I knew that Bea! I would hope you wouldn't leave the forum!!!!!!!!

I just meant that I read your thoughts there just now and it's a lot to digest! Just wanted you to know what I was thinking at that moment!

BTW... I went to your Blog..... Nice idea!

[Shadow Bea]

Originally Posted by eggplant43

As my signature says...............................

Dear one, you are such a blessing to all of us. If you find that you can't word process with your fingers for awhile, I'll see what I can do about securing some voice recognition software for you, if you would like that. I know nothing about it, but I believe David Pogue of the NYT uses it, so I can find out. I know it has come a long way since it's inception. So just let me know.

One of the big things that draws me to TSG are your ramblings, so as long as you want to come here, I will do all that I can to support your doing so.

Thank you for the thought Bruce I love you for that I'm fine with typing (it doesn't take the same motions especially when one types with one or two fingers ) its one of the creative outlets that I still can pursue hense the Blog.. Unfortunately for the time being anyway.. my hands are too weak to draw (most of the time.. sometimes I still can )its all chemical and will go away once the Chemo stops.. Thank you for the thought though Hugs

Originally Posted by twinofangelize56

I knew that Bea! I would hope you wouldn't leave the forum!!!!!!!!

I just meant that I read your thoughts there just now and it's a lot to digest! Just wanted you to know what I was thinking at that moment!

BTW... I went to your Blog..... Nice idea!

Thanks Dar.. I never had a blog before LOL although I know several people who do.. My stepdaughter keeps us updated on things through her blog

[eggplant43]

Going to the blog now.